The Invisible Female Orgasm

There are times where I wish I could watch myself cum. Whenever I touch myself to rub my clit to a burning frenzy, I could feel legs buckle and shake from the explosion, my clit semi-protruded from its skin shield, and my pussy muscles pulse in a quick panic, the pleasure spreading from my pussy all the way to the top of my head and the tips of my toes, surrounding me with an adrenaline rush of anticipation and ever-so-enjoyable pleasure. I know I can FEEL myself cumming, but what about SEEING myself cumming? From all my sexcapades, I have never been able to watch myself cum, from the time I’m tickled and teased from the clit, to the slow transformation of my wetness turning into a frothy and sticky cum, seeing my pussy clenching and pulsing into a cascading climax. I had always wanted to know what it looked like, curious and half-jealous that men were able to see themselves come every time they touched themselves and jerked themselves until they exploded all over themselves, smearing sticky white cum on their stomachs, and women couldn’t.

Until the time I saw a porno of a woman cumming. It was the most mesmerizing thing, to watch a woman cum. To finally watch what it looked like, an unknown woman cumming similar to my own cumming, was amazing. So that’s what it looked like when I came, or close to it, minus the fact that it wasn’t my own pussy. To see something like that made me more understanding as to why a guy loved it so much when a girl came…her pussy was wet and sticky and her pussy would squeeze so much that a guy couldn’t contain himself not to come, no matter how hard he tried.

Mind you, I’m not a lesbian in any way. I don’t find myself wanting to eat girls’ pussies. But to quench a scientific curiosity to see what it looked like for a woman to cum made me finally realize how much it’s important for a guy for a girl to come. If a girl doesn’t come, the guy can’t enjoy it as much as he potentially could. Without the pussy pulsing, a guy can come, but come somewhat badly (if there is a term for it). Now that I know what it looks, I can envision myself cumming in the correct way in my head, without having to wonder what the hell actually goes on there.

It’s somewhat not fair that a guy can almost always see himself come. All he would have to do is whip it out in front of him, watch himself grow from flaccid to hard, watch the veins of his penis protrude, the surface of his balls grow wrinkly and hard as he’s on the brink of cumming. Girls have such a hard time having to watch themselves cum, they would have to find a mirror or stick a video camera zoomed on focus in order to watch it later just to see how they come, and I’m very, very jealous of that. I have always wanted to watch myself come, watch my pussy frantically pulse like as if it’s squeezing lemons. It’s something I would love to attain, maybe sometime, sooner or later.

Girls, what are your opinions or comments? Send them out to me, let’s start a poll or discussion: how many girls out there have had a curiosity with how they come? Shout it out, girls, let’s get the juices flowing and have girl talk (guys too, if they want)…